Anniversaries

I'm noticing lately my tendency toward nostalgia. I notice it when I hesitate to throw away my children's artwork or awards. I notice the time I spend reflecting on "life as it was" before, and the way I'm eager to return to places, like the lake, where I've enjoyed a special moment. This week, for example, I've been "stuck" inside a pattern of worry as I remember the events of last year. It was a horrible week filled with injuries, arguments, and the tragic death of a child. Why do my emotions go there? How can I be a better example, at home, of keeping my focus where it ought to be? "Heaven Help Me" by Matt Mahar Everybody's quoting the Bible Like it could be truth or lies And I'm standing on the corner With the saints and the sinners Tryin' to quote Your love With my life Heaven help me now Heaven help me now I lift You up and I lay me down Heaven help me now